Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Surely , I Will Never Be Saved




there are places pregnant with faith
but I never felt heavenly there


Sunday, June 19, 2011

there's always more


You joke about this fort I’ve made for myself. How I treat my days so delicately , never really letting anyone stop by for too long. It’s all a novelty, this bliss I find in being a recluse. I’m, angry because you have taken the time to pull the truth from whatever string of nonsense falls out of my mouth. You’re a scientist these days, and see right through my elaborate facades. Things are never going to be the way they once were. You hold my hand and we sit.

“ You see, this is nice.”



Friday, May 27, 2011

Friday


"to strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield."
lord alfred tennyson

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Mothers Day Gets Me Thinkin'





again I want to
be deserving of a real
purpose for all this


Thursday, April 28, 2011

As finals start to suck away my happiness


In my planner I keep little notes for myself , and felt like sharing a few key quotes from my professors this semester I chose to write down.


"Kristen, take off the punching gloves."
"I'm going to pretend you're listening and you're going to pretend that I'm making sense and life will be sweet and beautiful"
"So you've got to let the nazi's march"
"Don't make mistakes on things you are perfectly capable of doing"
"Kristen, are you having any fun?"
"We are not speaking ill of the dead here"
"Now how do we keep people from beating up the Klansmen?"
"So you're just going to sit and watch me die."
"Kristen, are you laughing at my unborn child?"
"If you're 15 and trying to abort yourself, you're most likely going to do a botched job.You also have been doing a lot of other things wrong , obviously."
"If you feel guilty you're immobilized.You're excused, you sit and do nothing."


Monday, April 11, 2011

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

I waste too much time


throwing boulders off
our bed,yelling ourselves to
sleep, then there was sun
then we found still
still dressed in old clothes
we slept in that day
waiting for the sun
to slip in, your honesty
keeps me uneasy