Might as well

I've decided to surround myself with beautiful things.
Although I know I've missed out on plenty of beautiful things in the past.

But now, though not much has changed, I think I'm aching for it more.
Like these days only a handful of things have given me one of those wide ,wide smiles and warm, warm hearts.
So now,now I have decided that the only way to truly feel summer in my skin.

Is to be in the sun.
And surround myself with as much beauty as possible.

Because at this moment there is nothing bigger than life.
And I'm not sure if I ever will be apart of something larger.

So,
I might as well.